Got a new haircut today. Decided to try something a bit new which will involve me putting soft wax in my hair and 'messing it up' (to quote James the hairdresser - nice guy, young). Not sure about this, but I do tell everyone that I'm up for trying anything so best stick with this I guess. Just have to be careful that I don't touch anything with my head .... because I'll stick to it! Photo on the way once I've found my ideal 'messed up' style.
Thursday, December 16, 2004
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ha, good luck with that . . . i haven't the courage to try something new with my hair. it's such a scary thought for me. in any case, i just came to say that i don't at all mind your comment . . . i'm tickled that you think you sound like your father. isn't it crazy how we never think we'll ever sound like our parents and most of us do in some way or another. i know that i sound an awful lot like both of my parents way to often!
so, i do know that sooner or later i'll be able to see past what's bothering me now . . . most days i do a decent job of it. or at least i do decent job of putting on the mask of okay-ness and being outwardly okay. i'm still all a mess inside. and then somedays -- like today -- i'm a mess outwardly as well and he is all i feel like i want or need. it's funny how i never felt this emotionally dependent before. i certainly knew i had an attachment, but never did i think it was this way. kahlil gibran said something like 'never did love know its own depth until the hour of separation.' that's me. it takes all of me every single day, especially on days like today, to respect his wishes and not contact him. he left such an empty space.
but, seeing as how i finished up this quarter successfully i'm going out to celebrate -- soon the empty space will be temporarily occupied by martini's and i'll leave my cell phone behind so i can't drunk dial anyone!? at my school we call the term "quarters" and at others they are called "semesters." anyways, tonight i'll be raising my glass to new beginnings and hope . . .
thanks for the encouragement!
c.
A new look for the new year. Look forward to the pictures.
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